Castles in the sky, sit stranded, vandalized
Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People:
1) I know that there are days when I treat you so badly, I wish that I can retract it all back. Sometimes I take you for granted, and as much as I hate it, I feel grateful that I was able to realise my mistake in doing so. You mean so much to me, and you hold the key to a canvas of good and bad memories.
2) I love you with all my heart. I wish that I can spend more time with you, help you out in whatever ways and have random conversations with you. I can’t tell you how guilty I feel each time I step out of the house in the morning, getting caught up in and endless paper chase, knowing that I won’t see you till night. When I reach home, I find you waiting for me and only then you will go to sleep.
3) I don’t know what happened to us, there’s this suspended air of uncertainty floating between us. I really miss hanging out with you, eating sinfully delicious coin prata or downing some nice hot teh tarik. It’s painful sometimes to hang on but you are one friend that I will not let go of easily.
4) Sorry that I am nothing near to what you silently expect me to be; an overachiever, to be academically focused, to have my life rotated and only rotated around grades. I lost all that somewhere along the way. No way, no fucking way, I can never foresee myself being anywhere near that. Okay maybe to be academically focused, but NEVER the other two.
5) Sometimes I am glad that we are WORLDS apart despite sleeping within the same area. If we weren’t, the house will be a pressure cooker waiting to explode anytime, I swear.
6) I don’t know what you are to me, you give me such mixed emotions. You uncovered such great and inspiring perspectives into life that make me look forward to every single day. Sometimes you make me so happy, sometimes you make me feel like killing you. You indirectly say that I am ugly, I swallow it. I feel happy and sad that you are finding your way, and I secretly do hope that you have to ask me for directions because I want you to continuously ask me for them as long as it takes. Selfish, I know.
7) You make friends as easily as you forget them, and you expect them to remember you. Well, go fuck yourself.
8) Who the hell do you think you are, thinking that you have gotten them on their knees and begging for you to accept them? Oooh biggie. Guess what, you have made the decision, and now you want him to still pine for you? Go bang your head against the wall, cus he has woken up and moved on, while you haven’t, and the saddest thing is that you are stuck with the choice that you made. Why am I so bitter, you ask me? Cus I trusted you so much, and look. And my name is not /di:nɑ/
9) I may not show it the way you expect me to, but I'm still trying to everyday. Thank you for your lovely calls every night, for understanding me, for just being patient with me cus I know it's not easy.
10) Please do remember that you have a strong support network that is easily accessible through 8 digits. I am so concerned about you.
1) I know that there are days when I treat you so badly, I wish that I can retract it all back. Sometimes I take you for granted, and as much as I hate it, I feel grateful that I was able to realise my mistake in doing so. You mean so much to me, and you hold the key to a canvas of good and bad memories.
2) I love you with all my heart. I wish that I can spend more time with you, help you out in whatever ways and have random conversations with you. I can’t tell you how guilty I feel each time I step out of the house in the morning, getting caught up in and endless paper chase, knowing that I won’t see you till night. When I reach home, I find you waiting for me and only then you will go to sleep.
3) I don’t know what happened to us, there’s this suspended air of uncertainty floating between us. I really miss hanging out with you, eating sinfully delicious coin prata or downing some nice hot teh tarik. It’s painful sometimes to hang on but you are one friend that I will not let go of easily.
4) Sorry that I am nothing near to what you silently expect me to be; an overachiever, to be academically focused, to have my life rotated and only rotated around grades. I lost all that somewhere along the way. No way, no fucking way, I can never foresee myself being anywhere near that. Okay maybe to be academically focused, but NEVER the other two.
5) Sometimes I am glad that we are WORLDS apart despite sleeping within the same area. If we weren’t, the house will be a pressure cooker waiting to explode anytime, I swear.
6) I don’t know what you are to me, you give me such mixed emotions. You uncovered such great and inspiring perspectives into life that make me look forward to every single day. Sometimes you make me so happy, sometimes you make me feel like killing you. You indirectly say that I am ugly, I swallow it. I feel happy and sad that you are finding your way, and I secretly do hope that you have to ask me for directions because I want you to continuously ask me for them as long as it takes. Selfish, I know.
7) You make friends as easily as you forget them, and you expect them to remember you. Well, go fuck yourself.
8) Who the hell do you think you are, thinking that you have gotten them on their knees and begging for you to accept them? Oooh biggie. Guess what, you have made the decision, and now you want him to still pine for you? Go bang your head against the wall, cus he has woken up and moved on, while you haven’t, and the saddest thing is that you are stuck with the choice that you made. Why am I so bitter, you ask me? Cus I trusted you so much, and look. And my name is not /di:nɑ/
9) I may not show it the way you expect me to, but I'm still trying to everyday. Thank you for your lovely calls every night, for understanding me, for just being patient with me cus I know it's not easy.
10) Please do remember that you have a strong support network that is easily accessible through 8 digits. I am so concerned about you.
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